Thursday, July 14, 2005
dee aka diL
accompanied twinnny to watch be with me
wasnt exactly excited abt it cos the title sounds clinched
but since twinnny wanna catch it
i'll juz b with her!
yeps!
I din regret watching the movie at all
arent u happy cla?
wahahahas..
it's a great movie though
for those who wanna watch it
i shall not be a spoiler and reveal the plot here!
but be with u is really a must watch
really touched our souls
could vaguely hear ppl wiping their tears with tissue paper
n most of them were sniffing away
i was quite embarrassed though
to b tearing in the cinema
used to hold back my tears wenever i feeel like crying
i could still rem shuyi used to ask me to let go of myself n cry
it'll make me feeel better cos feeelings are no longer bottled up
it makes some sense though
u do feeeel slightly better wen u cry
that's why i love watching touching romance movies with gers
they cry w u
i guess onli gers have a soft spot for romance movies
guys will just snooooze comfortably in the cushioned seats
ppl changed..
twinnny, know sth?
i met jasmine and joyce on the bus hm todays!!!
i was sooooo excited but i cant talk to them!
i've sooo much to ask them, to complain to them, to tell them
but i juz cant
i resorted to typin msges on my hp and show it to them
but u noe, it's kinda limited
yayas! joyce wants a class gathering
i wan one tooooo
do u realise sth?
most ppl would think that ppl grow stronger as u get older
cos of the many experiences in life
but i seriously feeel that ppl get more vulnerable n weaker as time goes by
at least for me i guess
n u toooo
i nv cry for results in the past
remember?
as in, we nv did
n we were nv crestfallen even if things dont go our way
we juz perk ourselves up and try for the best the next time rd
but i discover sth todays
im actually not as strong as i tot i would b
i tear easily
mayb cos tears are embedded in the tear duct for a toooo long period of time
so wenever some1 or soemthing touches my heart
the tears would naturally fall down
funny, isnt it?
i could no longer control my own feeelings
no longer being able to chooose my fears or even wad makes me really happpy
everything juz seeems to b like a cycle
it comes and goes instinctively
my brain is no longer functioning
i wan my younger days
18 seeems so old suddenly
n being 18 makes u think of matters that u wouldnt even touch upon wen u were younger
18 isnt an ez age
at least for me
i want a WORKABLE brain
which can suppress my feeelings
n work things rationally
wishing;
7/14/2005 08:09:00 PM
